1. what is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
looking into someone's eyes when I tell them how I feel.
when I was coming out to my mom?
the most vivid thing I remember from that moment was the sink across the room from me.2. think of the last time you were really angry. why were you angry? do you still feel the same way?
so I talk a lot with random strangers online.
a lot a lot.
so I was talking to this fine lass, and somehow she brought up how she had been sexually assaulted at her college, and nothing was done about it.
right now I'm working on getting a movement started for her, because I am not going to fucking stand for this bullshit.
and I'm not going to stay seated for this bullshit either, because doing nothing about it is why this is still something that we lose sleep over.3. you are on a flight from honolulu to chicago non-stop. there is a fire in the back of the plane. you have enough time to make one phone call. who do you call? what do you tell them?
with the lack of limitations on who I could call with this hypothetical phone, I would call the Doctor, so he could fix things. 4. you are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? what do you do with your remaining days? would you be afraid?
if I had one month left to live, I would tell no one. not. a fucking. soul. maybe the people who are going to have to bury me or something, but I don't want to ever get that look that living people give to dying people. I don't want cards, or gift baskets, or cold lasagna from people that never said a word to me in my life. I want to spend my last month doing something meaningful, not destroying the people I love most with a 30 act drama. I want to spend my last days helping people, working on projects, making things better for the rest of us, and seeing if I can die a martyr, with a shit ton of stuff you're gonna have to finish off for me. I wouldn't be afraid, because when my time comes, my time comes. It would be a waste of time to worry.5. you can have one of the following two things. which do you choose? why? love and trust.
trust, because damn, love is fragile.6. you are walking down the street on your way to work. there is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. do you take the time to save the dogs life? why or why not?
I feel like this question was half-assed and I am disappointed in its quality.
"WOULD YOU SAVE A DEFENSELESS ANIMAL"
"WOW CONGRATS, THAT'S RIGHT"7. would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
love, because a. the ones I trust KNOW TOO MUCH and b. love is just such a fragile thing, it was bound to happen eventually.8. your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. he/she is falling in love with you. what do you (or did you) do/say?
ay, it was a disaster
I am a disaster
I always freak out about this stuff, and it's terrible.
I want to give like, every fiber of my body to my friends. I would lose both of my feet if any one of you lil fuckers out there asked for it, but with love it's scarier. At the end of the day, somebody is going to get hurt. Relationships die, and when that happens, I won't be able to help, because it was my fault. you can ask me for anything, and I'll do whatever I can to give it to you, but love is that one thing that I can't do, and it scares me.
like hell, I would rather die alone than break somebody's heart.
and so, that is the story of how I am the biggest pessimist to ever draw breath
-end scene-9. think of the last person who you know that died. you have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. do you do it? why or why not?
I actually can't think of the last person I know who died. everyone who died I hardly knew. 10. are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
I hope so.11. does love = sex?
that's dumb12.your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. you have been there much longer. your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? why or why not?
well fuck, it would be a miracle for me to get hired in the first place. I mean, activist lesbians aren't found too commonly in the workplace. let alone a woman in technology, if we're talking about a job we actually want to be in. The fact that I could have landed this job would be a damn miracle, and just giving it up like that could be a deathwish. I mean, I want a family to support. Even if I get married, collectively we're going to be making substantially less money than pretty much every other family on the block, and that fucking sucks to consider. I wouldn't really have any other means of income either. I would tell the boss that we should figure something else out, but I don't think that it would be possible for me to just up and leave. 13.when was the last time you told someone honestly how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? who was it? what did you have to tell the person?
I think it wasssss
that time a long time ago.
several months at least.
when I was detailing my pessimistic view on love and relationships, to my friends.
this is a very depressing m33m14. what would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
I would have to say that it's I love you, by a close margin.
it's easier to say I don't love you to guys, because I'm a gay and they should get that, or else they're gonna get a swift kick in the balls.
and as for ladies, I can't imagine problems would arise, half because we ladies are a mysterious race of mystery and secrecy, and half because queer ladies are notoriously understanding to other queer ladies, and in the end nobody's feelings would be hurt.
for me saying that you love somebody is a last resort. you're putting so much on the line for a short period of shits and giggles that you are positive is going to crash and burn in the end. I keep thinking that I'd be being really selfish for doing that to someone, and I can never bring myself do do it.15. what do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? why would it be hard to lose?probably my hands. without my hands, I don't know what I would do. like, how would I type, or emote properly, or JACK OFF
YOU COULDN'T FENCE, AND YOU COULDN'T DO YOUR HAIR, AND YOU COULDN'T PUT ON EYELINER, AND YOU COULDN'T MAKE KAWAII PEACE SIGNS
WHERE WOULD I BE WITHOUT MY HANDS
16. excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. who were they to you?
MY MOM17. if there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
ohmygosh that one time when I was doing a group project, and I was being a useless fuck it was terrible18. would you give a homeless person cpr if they were dying? why or why not?
yeah another ridiculous question
"HERE IS AN OBVIOUS MORAL RIGHT WOULD YOU DO IT"
"CONGRATS"19.you are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. you have to let one go to save the other. who do you let fall to their death? what was your rationale for making the decision?
wow this is a really intense situation
I think in my head I would want to save my grandma, since she's family, but in practice I would never ever ever let anything happen to a baby, because I am the most maternal thing that can ever exist.
I would think about how much I want a kid, and how much his parents wanted a kid, and how much work, and how much time and how much love is gonna go into making this baby the best fucking baby in the entire fucking world, and how he's gonna change the world, and how everything I've ever wanted to do is for this little fucker, and I wouldn't be able to do it. Upon that, my grandma has caused me so much shit, and made me hate myself more than anyone else has ever managed to. I'd do my best to forgive her then, but I feel like I wouldn't really be able to. 20. are you old fashioned?
we talkin' about fashion and word choice because bitch, you know it.
everything else absolutely not.21. when was the last time you were nice to someone and did not expect anything in return for it?
well I'm working on trying to get some law for my friend who was sexually assaulted
and I gave like 50 cents to an online person asking for change
and I work at a soup kitchen every saturday
aaaaaaand I wrangle kids at church on sundays, even if I really don't want to because the chorus needs to practice and their beautiful radiant tiny humans cause chaos22.which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? why?
oh damn, would you look at that, that's the thing I've been rambling about this whole m33m
never loved at all, bitches. it sucks, but hell, if someone's gonna get hurt, I'm supposed to be able to fix it.
if I caused it I'm not sure what i would do with myself.23.if you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?#WORLDPEACE2015
THE ABILITY TO FIX ALL PROBLEMS
THE ABILITY TO SAVE EVERYONE.